-~BANG~-;

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

oh man.
i thought monday was bad enough.
didnt know that the following day.
IS EVEN MORE TIRING.
my brain was totally drained.
and it still is!
had 2 tests!
physics was pretty challenging.
still dont know my stuff well!
urgh.
then chionged here and there for lessons.
then we had econs test.
omg mr lum,
really scary.
but thanks to his watch,
i can keep track of time.
AHAHHA.
=)

yupss.
then we had remedial for chem.
CRAZY!
i nearly went mad.
but yupp.
it was still ok.

then we went down to kovan.
buy stuff for our stall!
was pretty hesitant at first,
but went along cos of FATE!
right yushi?
AHAHAHA!

right dont know what im blabbering about now.
aha.
then met up with the pig.
lol.
late lateeeee!
hahaha!

till then!

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Monday, August 28, 2006

MAN.
ytd was really tiring.
REALLY.
slept only at 4+ am the day before,
just to force myself to study.
waking up only around 1+?
then did PW at 2+ or so.
ALL THE WAY TILL ALMOST 10?
my brain cells died even before they could form that day man.
...
sorry to those whom i didnt really talk much too!
was too confused till i didnt know what to say.
urgh.
im starting to hate pw.
when things are not right.
grrr.

today was not any better.
rushed here and there.
copied here and there.
aint learning anything.
and i only got to know about a GP lecture test today,
and seth wasnt in school,
no time to study for it,
it dragged till so late,
and i had no time for chem assignment,
and i was holding on to yushi notes,
had to rush down to meet her!
oh man so sorry!
and then she didnt take the notes,
and i took it home,
and met xueping on the way,
and she crapped so much that i laughed my ass off,
(prolly that was the only part of the day that i truely laughed)
and then the bus came,
and then i reached home,
to print loads of notes and i had to flip the pages to print lk satay,
and my legs hurt from all the standing,
and im having a tummy ache even after my brother did a 960 ytd,
and im alr tired,
and im tired tired tired of thnking,
and im stuck nowhere but here.

WORST OF ALL,
there are 2 tests TMR.
physics and ECONS.
econs econs.
oh my i dont know a single shiat about that.
I FEEL LK A WHINY PIECE OF SHIAT.
but oh wells.
cannots say im loving it BUT BUT!

im really tired lah.
its like,
things aint really going like it is.
things will not be as smooth after all?
if we were to keep quiet like this,
well.
we will remain like this.

ok im going to study alr.
STOP thnking?
prolly.
well well!
good luck to myself and the REST!
:)

im loving 1S10!
and the mickey earring.
:D

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Saturday, August 26, 2006

OH I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY.
haha.

yups.
another week has passed.
ALMOST.
ya.
and quite a bit happened.
HAHA.

lets see.
WEDNESDAY,
WENT FOR ARCHERY!
oh boy it was really very fun!
excluding the excruciating headache i had becos of the sudden rain.
hahaha.
YES!
NETBALLERS WERE PROS!
hahaha.
we went with the shooting club and ODAC as well.
then majority of the netballers were clumped in one group,
and so as the ODAC group.
since we were all splited into 4 groups, we had a competition!
and guess what?!
NETBALLERS WON IN THE END!
:D
thanks to jasmine and yating the pros.
hahaha.
JASMINE IS TRASH la!
PWNED every single of us there!
HAHAHA.
even the guys!
oh man im so proud of you!
heh!
:x

yups then went back to school.
met up with SOMEONE to go home.
hahaha.
sorry man nv accompany you!
headache ah!
:/
haha.

THURSDAY.
woo YEAH!
that was our last school day of the week!
heh cos our friday's schoolday was shifted to thursday!
ok the whole day seemed short.
even the last 1 1/2 hours of chemistry lecture seemed short!
amazing.
went to meet JILLIAN and her friend JOY after lessons.
helped them out with the SC board a bit.
and then mr edwin tan came around.
apparently he was waiting for someone.
cos he was reading the papers.
AND HE DOESNT BELIEVE MY NAME IS MEINU!?
lol.
then i thnk he asked someone or sth.
dont know lah.
LOL.

went to kovan after that with jillian, joy, yihao and haidar.
WOO.
did alot of walking about and SHOPPING since jillian wanted to buy a gift!
LOL!
we ended up shopping in COLD STORAGE?!
ahaha.
but it was fun ah.
choosing all the things!
heh!
:D

then we ended up talking at KFC.
some BODY was HUNGRY.
forever man.
hahaha.
i pity her boyfriend!
LOL!
then other guys came over too.
cant rmb all their names.
but ya our group expanded to twice its size?
AHAHAH.
then WE WENT TO SHOP AT PASAR MALAM.
wah but no food.
HAHA.
we bought sth for the class girls!
well the guys can have it too.
UNLESS...
HAHAHA.

you all will know on monday.
:D

then we went home!
hahaha.
sorry ah yihao ur ice cream reached the bottom a bit too fast!
=x
HAHAHA.
see jillian eat so much!
HAHAHA!

"the trip home - lovely"
-quoted from??!

HAHA.

thanks for sending me home!
:)

FRIDAY!
yes yes.
it was a GREAT DAY!
ahaha.
firstly,
its a HOLIDAY!
secondly,
i didnt need to shift my ass to KOVAN for PW meeting!
:D
they came over to my house!
HAHAHA!

wee.
they came at 12 instead of 11,
so we had our lunch at the hawker centre!
HAHAHA.
then SHOPPING at 7-Eleven?
haha.
SPONSORED by YUAN DERN!
hahaha.
oh man i felt so evil lah.
but well.
THANKS ALOT!
:D
hahaha.

anyways,
everyone was in a very drousy mode.
cos the weather was very warm.
and my air con was spoilt.
dang.
sorry everyone.
luckily you all weren't roasted.
HAHAHA.
took pics but im too lazy to post.
only have yuandern's ah.
AHAHHA.
forced to take.
=x

yupps.
i dont know if we were very efficient but we had our new ideas organised only.
sigh.
hope thngs can go on smoothly!

went out for dinner at night!
PIG WAS TREATING!
heh.
yeapp ate prata!
walao.
the uncle,
doesnt even look at me when i ordered my food lah.
idiot.
ahahaha.
HOW CAN HE?!
i thnk too glamourous ah.
HAHA.
yupps.
then was about to walk home,
SOMEONE made me walk out again ah.
HAHA.
went to the reservoir.
the stars were nice!
but the mosquitoes werent.
HAHA.

yupps.
enjoyed myself ah.
haha.
pig said something.
but i couldnt quite hear it.
how ah?
HAHA.
:p

anyways,
my day was great.
how's yours?

gotta study now.
4 TESTS!
no more msning that frequently now.
HAHA.

shall see.

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

YUPP.
havent been blogging.
alot to say,
dont have the time to note em down.
well well.

saturday
went to meet IVYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
YAY!
a very sudden meeting but i thnk she's quite deprived of it ah!
hahaha.
stress can make many go bonkers.
she needs her retail therapy badly,
and so do i.
HAHAHA.

yupppp bought only a few thngs.
BUT ya we had fun shopping here and there la!
AHAHAHA.
helped out at my uncle's stall too!
so fun!
:D

GO SHOPPING AGAIN AFTER PROMOS OK!
:DDD

and yeah had financial literacy workshop in the morn!
the game was fun!
but i shouldnt have chosen to be a secretary!
LOL!
i want to be a CLEANER!
HAHAHAHA.
but aiya yushi won!
SO PRO!
HAHAHHAA.
:D
and and had so many chocolate to EAT BECAUSE IM ON THE LOSING END.
baahahaha!

SUNDAY

nothing much though.
many people came to view the place.
distracting but i managed to do some work before going out to buy my stuff.
expensive book!
met up with haidar.
did stationary shopping!
HAHAHA.
someone LATE ah!
cannot be man.
nobody can ever beat my record??!
lol.
then yeah went to take a walk.
:)

thatisthebestplacearound.
dont you thnk so?
:D

MONDAY

oh man
couldnt believe school started.
i opened my eyes and believed that it was a sunday.
WHAT!
hhaha.
yuppp dragged myself out of bed.
had to face up to reality.
HAHAHA.
and yeapppppppp school per norm!
had a bad headache after school so slept alot.
alamak.
6+ to 11+
what a weird slping time.
HAHAHAHA.
thanks ah alarm clock!
but didnt work on me!
hahahaha.

TUESDAY

oh man aint that today!
GOTTA STUDY FOR TEST!
school per norm.
alot of HUHS and OKS
promises to teachers.
alamak.
and yeah!
wanted to stay back after school to study,
and ended up walking about the school?
not productive man!
hahaha.
GOTTA START WORK NOW!

study like mad.
:)

till then!

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Friday, August 18, 2006

WELL WELL WELL.
there aint a day in this week that im not tired.
whiny shiat!
HAHAHA.

my day started fine.
cos i wasnt late.
but wasnt in THE mood to talk.
had nothing to say to my ex schoolmate?!
loser.
ahhh.
then yup didnt really talk much lah.
HAHAHA.
oh ya cant really rmb what lessons we had.
but well,
MY WRITTEN REPORT IS SO SCREWED.
maybe we I COULD HAVE JUST STICK TO THAT ONE POINT.
ahhh so disappointed.
=/

had lunch,
slept at lectures,
then chinese lessons.
HAHAHA.
I SO LOVE CHINESE LESSONS.
so much fun crapping with my teacher!
HAHAHA!
HE'S REALLY FUNNY!
bahahaha.
we were talking about the 4 poster bed today.
AND HE SAID THE BED WILL ROCK EVERYTIME HE TOSS ARD.
LMAO!
heh!
laughed so loud lah.
oh man what a disgrace.
but he's the funniest teacher ard!
haha!

yupp then we went to the LT to play a bit of the piano.
the whole thing was an embarrassment.
firstly, there were people in the LT whom we dont even know.
but we cant possibly just walk of after coming in.
so we continued.
they talked so much!?
scary!
still what ask for encore and stuff.
then hais.
worst still.
shant elaborate.
how i hate audiences!
:(
maybe because i was too used to playing it to myself.
AHHHH.

yeah then we had econs lesson.
MR LUM HIT MY HEAD WITH A STACK OF PAPERS.
cos he thought i was looking for guys outside the window?
oh man....
there werent any handsome ones ard.
HAHAHA.
oops.
then yeah i continued dozing off within 10 mins.
HAHAHA.

and yeah!
didnt have training today!
went to visit COACH ZHEN ZHEN!
hahaha.
the trip was fun!
really!
lk an excursion.
HEH!
bought prezzie for huifang too!
hahaha.
yups then we went down to coach's office.
collected our jerseys and monkeyed ard!
yay pictures.
hahaha.
OH YA I TOOK A LEGEND PIC.
jeffrey's bestest shot!
HAHAHA.
love it man.
but hope they will delete it soon.
ugly!
HAHA!

wells then headed home.
oh wee new studs.
lets see how it goes!
:)

if i were to stay,
it would mean that i wasnt even bothered about you.
think again.

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Thursday, August 17, 2006

wah my tagboard.
become like that...
what am i supposed to reply uh?

anyways,
refrained myself from coming online last night.
although it was pretty dumb cos i didnt manage to study as how i wanted.
I WENT TO SLEEP!
OH MAN.
wanted to wake up and study at 3am,
but only woke up at 3.30am.
then i concluded that im hungry,
so i snacked.
AND WENT BACK TO SLP AT 4.30?!
omg.
i really dont expect to pass my physics.
AHHH!

anyways,
today was pretty tiring.
prolly cos i woke up at 3.30 for nothing.
luckily it was a short day!
was EARLY too!
my earliest day of the week.
heh!
as usual met up with lm.
BUT BECAUSE I GAVE THE WRONG INFO,
she nearly missed the bus.
sorry!
luckily yushi helped ah!
ahaha.

dang mental block.
cannot rmb anythng.
oh yup school is fun.
yay.
when we're having our PW lessons?
hahaha.
ASpire has something good after all.
THE MESSAGING SERVICE!
hahaha.
had alot of fun teasing SOME people ah!
heh.

then we went for,
err,
cant rmb.
oh ya lunch.
YAY LUNCH.
ate so full that i FELT FAT.
forever man.
and the malay stall sells raw long beans.
after forcing some down the throats of MANY people,
yeah i concluded the long beans were raw.
HAHAHA.

then we went for chem remedial.
hahaha.
i tell you MDM JESS WONG IS PRO!
hahaha.
PWNED!
hahaha.
really damm good.
i can write half equations properly now!
:D

and yeah went to accom daphanie and bz for ANOTHER chem remedial with yushi.
HAHAHA.
the teacher,
forgot her name,
is UNPRO.
cos she used the lecture notes approach.
she knew about the pro method lah.
but nv teach!
tsk.
hahaha.
right then home lo.
gonna slp now.

STUDY STUDY HARD AND MUG MY ASS OFF!
do the same too people.
promos are as impt as A levels.
:)

i hate it when i cant convey my message well.
i dont want any misunderstandings! :(

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

am i at crossroads?

~~why am so useless at this.~~

OH WELL.

yes it takes 2 hands to clap.
but,
but things aint the same now.
what am i thnking,
what am i doing?

what experience.
maybe all from what that has happened from others.
maybe,
many maybes.
meant to be,
not meant to be,
meant to be,
not meant to be.
which is which?

drop a sign from the heavens above!
aint that easier.

or there were many signs that had appeared?
and disappeared?
without us knowing?

or that,
there were no signs?
and we are actually lost in the midst of nothing?

wouldnt things be easier if i have no E.Q?
then i wouldnt be bothered about how others will feel.
but,
i would have been heartless then.

WELLLLLLLS.
STUDY STUDY!
we shall all mug hard.
thats what we're here for.
or maybe more?

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Sunday, August 13, 2006

sometimes i wonder,

am i too much?
or do i yearn too much?

some things can be expected.
however,
some just wont happen.

am i the only one thinking like that?
or the others just refuse to admit?

is that the maximum life can stretch to?
or people are just plain lazy?

must we wait till our hair turn white before we can realise,
or more dead brain cells will help?

do things feel extreme,
or was it forced so?

can all these be possible,
living up to expectations?

sometimes,
underlying meanings bring out suspicion.
that is sad.
every sentence may mean both ways.
to you,
it may sound normal.
to me,
it may be different.
probably,
things just get too complicated.
or probably,
the inability to give in totally to believe.

trust.
something that can be felt,
but cant be owned.

faith,
something that can be given,
but not always returned.

love,
something that exists,
but somehow like an illusion.

expectations above expectations.
can only be seen in soaps.

some are just unable to take those.
not that they are poisonous.
its because they are paranoid about outliving them.
the question is,
can they?

some love those stuff.
why,
its a fantasy.
but the catche is,
will they happen?

sometimes,
fantasies can become realistic.
subconciously,
we face suppressions that make us dream more than what we can see.
if only we could really push aside what reality has gotten us into,
then we will be able to uncover what love may be.

that is.

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it is already sunday.
i have incompleted i learn assements.
i have 8 tutorials to rush.
i have to finish my chemical kinetics assignment.
i have plentiful of things to do.
but why aint i moving my butt?
this is getting nowhere.
i need study plan.
all words but no work.

WENT OUT TODAY TO MEET THE WONDER 4!
ahahhaa!
super happy.
dawn couldnt meet in the first place!
but she came in the end.
:D
thanks for the cookies!
though the plastic bags were quite a hassle.
HAHAHA.
yups we didnt catch CLICK in the end!
cos i was late,
and i suppose there werent anymore tickets?
yup.
so we headed down to marina square.
cos some SKINNY was hungry!
ahahha.
so were the rest.
LOL!

so we ate at CHANGING APPETITES.
uber cool place.
love it!
had parmesan fish and chips.
really gooooood man i tell you.
HAHAHA.
thats why fish is good!
took pictures too.
BUT i wonder why the food looks better than the people?
we really look bad in photos today.
weird.

then we outside the complex to watch fireworks!
oh man.
today's fireworks,
SUPERB I TELL YOU.
alot of gold dust.
looks very magical!
hahaha.

then like usual,
people like us wouldnt really want to go home early.
HAHAHA.
not me this time,
dawn suggested to go PAN PACIFIC.
for?
TO PLAY IN THE LIFT.
HAHAHA!
sounds silly but its damm fun!
:D
hahaha.
SUPERMAN!
woo.
35 levels.
and the view is GOOD!
pretttttyyyyyyyyyy!

then we headed down to raffles city.
OMG.
so many people.
worst then canned sardines.
at least they come in different tastes.
the jam was so bad that everyone smells.
urgh.
but we managed to get there anyways.
sat down for a coffee.
chat and took pics again?
and ya!
we met RACHEL THE PEST.
HAHAHA.
what the come and kope coffee!
lol!
and yes we need some serious catching up.
come to think of it,
its been ages since i chat on the phone,
and crap with that pest!
shucks.
things are getting lifeless.
LOL.
ANYWAYS,
went home after that.
took the LAST TRAIN!
hahaha.
must squeeze!
lol.
not that bad though.
hahaha.
and thank you MAI LO DI's MUM!
for fetching me home!
save cab fare???!
hahaha.
and yups.
had quite a bad experience at the bus stop.
cos i was waiting for my bro to walk me in.
this grp of guys came out of nowhere.
damm i was scared?
i thnk i loook lk some bad kid lah.
HAHAHA.
sitting at the bus stop at 12 midnight?
LOL!

right.
i thnk i gotta go grab some slp
I WANT TO WAKE UP EARLY TO DO WORK.
heh.

time has stopped.
the world stopped revolving.
footsteps came to a halt.
faces meet,
eyes locked,
jaws tightened.
unspoken words filled the space.
sixth sense lingers.
telepathy takes over.
humming of love fills the air.
it is whether you catch it or not.

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

WENT TO GRANNY'S HOUSE YTD!
wee!
its been sometime alr.
and I MISS MY COUSINS LIKE CRAZY!
especially that blur head.
hahahaa!
had loads of fun laughing our heads off,
at nothing.
and SCARING the kids!
lol.
they are really really really very naughty!
and one told me that a dinosaur will bite me when i go downstairs,
when i was about to leave for my aunty's place.
LOL!
but obviously i wasnt bitten.
HEH!

there was actually a dress code.
red and white!
but unfortunately,
due to circumstances,
i cant wear white pants.
and my aunties and uncles were quite turned off by this idea.
so it was only HALF successful!
hahaha.

TOOK PLENTY of pictures!
again and again!
they all seemed quite alike.
BUT THEY ARE FUNNY!
hahaha.
ok im gonna post the nicer ones.
:D

hahaha i thnk its enough alr?
LOL!
sorry for the stupid stuff.
we were too bored while waiting for the rest to come!
heh!
but anyways,
had fun!
:D

alright.
and i've gotta say that we've got good cooks in the NEO family.
i've gained 2 kg in a day.
1.5 from the dinner and the rest.
OH MAN!?
i blame it on my mens.
HEH!

alright gtg study!
if not,
im gonna be damm guilty.
=x
haha
TATA!

you've made my day great.
do you know that?

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

oh man.
had alot of fun ON TUESDAY at ECP!
since we're having our national celebration there!
heh.
had some duty to do before the sand castle event!
AWWW!
i wanted to build a super huge sandcastle lah!
wasted.
anyways,
we built a mini one but was washed away.
and destroyed by our feet.
HAHA.

then we had our class outing!
rollerblading.
it started out fun.
until i fell down and hurt myback.
stupid my ass suddenly had no meat.
??
amazing fact.
ahah!
then something unhappy happened too!
sigh.
but hope daphy ur feeling better alr!
:D
see my prediction came true!
hope u can get A BRAND NEW ONE!
heh.

then we proceeded to watch fireworks.
DANG!
missed an opportunity to eat with calebee AKA teddy bear and his wife!
yushi says we are MEGAWATT LIGHTBULBS.
but no what!
they are nice people!
heh.
didnt manage to meet haidar for the fireworks.
didnt manage to meet my sister and friend too.
cos we were all so scattered.
but anyways,
did meet up in the end lah.
hahaha.
then calebee treated us to deserts!
yay!
then sent us home!
lol.
THANKS ALOT!
oh man.
i forgot to thank him.
zzz

thanks alot for the card.
it was really sweet.
:D

THEN WHEN I REACHED HOME,
someBODY went for supper without me!
OH MAN!
zzz.
cannot believe it.
hahaha.
but there's alot of food at home now and i dont know why.
LOL!
ok gtg.
ta!

maybe it's not you.
the problem lies with me.
it is me that i have to overcome now.

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Sunday, August 06, 2006

OH YES.
i was waiting for this day.
HAHAHA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL OH SHU HUA!
A.K.A
BIGGEST PEST IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!

HEH!

you cannot deny the fact that she is so damm fun to disturb!
HAHAHA.
what reactions!
lol.

ANYWAYS,
WIN ALR LO.
CAN WATCH M18 shows alr big lah?
ZZZ!
i can also!
its just that i dont want to!
HAHAHAHA.
:p

yaya happy hatch day.
and i love contacting you thru friendster cannot huh!
HAHAHA.
but wells.
heh!
will still grant you ur WISH lah!

yups a year older!
and im really astounded by how matured you have grown in your thinking!
maybe it is a vicious cycle,
that all of us have to face?
not that im trying to make things sound emo,
but you've done great.
:)

and ya
THIS POST LIKE DEDICATED TO YOU LEH!
happy not?
HEH!

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LISTENING!
thank you for lending that PEST EAR of yours.
thank you for being there when i needed help the most.
thank you for giving me really bizzare yet helpful advices.
thank you for opening me up to those everyday nonsense.
thank you for sharing the happy times with me.
thank you for showing me how friends work when they want things their way.
thank you for letting me know how care comes about.
thank you for sharing your woes with me.
thank you for showing me the world in a way.
:)

although we really do not meet up as much,
hope you feel the same as i do!
not the thanking part though!
that we are still friends!
:)
i know ur gonna say some sarcastic remarks but i bet ur touched!
HAHAHA.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TOO!
hahaha.

ok i shall keep to my words.
this post will be dedicated to you uh!
hahaha!

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Saturday, August 05, 2006

omg im online now.
but feeling weird?
HAHAHA.
cos stupid sister is back!
HAHAHA.
crapping away ah!
and plus alot of stuff lah...

went to school today.
for a SUPER DUPER SHORT BRIEFING?
not that i want to prolong it but then,
it was a super uncomfortable and short briefing.
mrs kwok was hovering around us thats why.
anyways,
didnt go ecp today.
there wasnt a need.
SO we had mac's breakfast today.
HEH!
:D

i hate super fakers.
im seriously disgusted today.
really i thnk i had enough of such pathetic, fools.
talk about being loyal, i thnk she's not up to it.
bluffing herself all the way
have fun?
well think again.
popular?
well i can say you will be losing it.
again.
if u can take such blows,
go ahead.
grab someone and turn u over again.
this is a vicious cycle.
and im out of here.

be who you are,
and be friendless as you may be.
be what you want,
and you will end up with nothing.

i can see you have no other way out.
pathetic as it may seem,
i dont know who will help you,
or be willing to in anyway.
this is not you.
or maybe it is just the real you.

and then,
we went off to tampines mall.
WAH SO near!
hahaha
we thought it would be like half a singapore away from serangoon.
HAHAHA.
well cos we accompany daphanie and yushi's friend,
foo kee to buy stuff.
AHHAA.
but we ended up spending most of our time shopping,
and at TOYS 'R US instead?
HAHHAHA!
damm fun lah.
but tiring.
hohohoho.
there are pictures!
but havent upload lah.
lol!

continue next time ah!
haha
WITH THE PICURES!

I LOVE THAT DUCK!
:DD

and so how i love him.
x)

.

MARKED OUT ON 10:03:00 PM

extravagance of LOVE

Friday, August 04, 2006

oops.
seems like i've been blogging almost everyday.
well thats quite true.
online EVERYDAY NOW.
well dont ask me why.
i dont know!
HAHAHA!

blah.
had quite a long day today.
BUT,
it was worth it?!
lol.
had the usuals,
maths! (i did my homework! :D)
pw,
food,
maths and physics (which i expected myself to doze off)
chinese,
THEN WE WENT TO LT4 TO PLAY THE PIANO!?
hahaha!
cos we only had an hour of chinese.
DAMM FUN!
hahaha.
yushi is really talented eh.
not grade 8 for nothing!
hahaha.
hope we can play duet soon?
oh ya.
we were having wild dreams.
FORMING OUR OWN BAND?!
hahaha.
crazy!

then we had econs tut.
MR LUM KEPT CALLING MY NAME?
lol.
so crao back with him lah.
generally harmless lah.
lol.
he's quite a good teacher actually.
reminds me of mrs ismail?!
hahaa.
good match!

blah.
then had trg.
not as tiring cos there were only a few people.
crocodile.
we lost?!
oh man.
no present from audrey!
hahaha.
she claimed that presents will motivate us!
bah.
HAHAHA.
then mr lum walked past.
then he shouted my name?
cos he wanted to confirm with me if i felt sleepy during netball trg,
like how i was in his class.
ZZZ?
HAHAHA.
too much whining i suppose.

then actually waited for MUSHMOM to be done with her trg.
but too long le!
my tummy and friends couldnt wait!
so gotta go off first.
sorry man!
=/
had KFC again.
what a pig.
then home!
seems like after every friday's trg,
its crystal's and my private talk?!
hahaha.
weird eh!
cos we take the same bus back!
HAHAHAHA!

OK.
PAPA IS BACK!
wee.
SIS IS COMING BACK TMR!
YAY.
hope to meet bro soon.
GET BACK MAMA's MONEY?!
hahaha.

OH YES!
im tired.
time to zzz.
SOMEONE PLEASE MAKE ME STUDY!
I WILL LOVE YOU TO BITS!?
:p

MARKED OUT ON 11:06:00 PM

extravagance of LOVE

Thursday, August 03, 2006

its felt like months since i last blogged.
so many things happened,
and i dont thnk i can take it.
well for me i guess.

friends who are contradicting,
well what can i do?
just listen and keep my mouth shut.

power hungry worms?
well i've seen it for myself.
they are really hungry.
especially the president.
trying to eat a cow when he is so puny.
tsk.

attention seekers...
no comments.
what a fake.
say whatever you like for my trust has already faltered.
just ONE cannot gain it back.
do you take me for a fool?

heartbreakers.
i will back out if i have to.
well i dont want the same things to happen again and again.
i might just shatter.
call me a coward,
i dont mind.
but these things just leave me clueless when stand on my own.
who will be my eyes?

listen to me.
listen to what i say.
think with your heart,
speak with a brain.
love is a prick,
pin is his play.
hurt comes along,
pain will not go away.
what matters the most:
it is i, who think this way.

what is it what is it?
it was fine after you came along.
what am i thnking what am i thnking?
i really dont know.
maybe its infatuation?
i dont know.
LANYAN WAKE UP.
dont be an idiot again.
things will get better.
and i will be a stronger person.
AND i will live like how i used to be.
and i wonder how..

dont say the things you say,
cuz it leaves my heart skipping beats.

dont break the words you say,
cuz im no fool in any way.

dont leave without turning back,
i might just walk away.

MARKED OUT ON 5:13:00 AM

extravagance of LOVE