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Friday, September 29, 2006

OH MY.
EXAMS ARE FRYING MY ARSE.
better buck up!
STOP SLEEPING!
my daily dose of CHICKEN ESSENCE!
zzz.
i will be dying from nose bleeds soon.
YIPEE?

MARKED OUT ON 10:32:00 PM

extravagance of LOVE

Thursday, September 28, 2006

time is going too fast, and its scaring the shiat out of me.





ohmy.
but who is it to blame but myself?
sigh.
anyways,
GP over.
5 more papers!
WHEE!
tmr will be chinese.
AHH.
this is bad.
hope i can write proper sentences.
TIFFANY SHOULD HELP ME!
hahaha.
president of chinese what club again?
anyways!
all the best to yoo too!
:)





ohyeah.
as i was saying,
GP paper was really a tough one.
its like,
no content,
dont know how to paraphrase,
no time to do a proper summary,
and no brain cells for application question.
dang.
till then,
i was already thinking of what to eat for lunch.
zzz.
NO BREAKFAST=NO BRAINS.
hahaha.
only had chicken essence for breakfast.
bo bian ah,
woke up in the wee hours to study.
needed that boost!
HAHAHA.





alrightt!
i think i should get going.
i NEED MY BEAUTY SLEEP.
and i swear i will read up all my content someday.
I WANT TO PROMOTEEEE!
please save me!
LOL.








ALL THE BEST AGAIN TO THOSE TAKING THEIR PROMOS!
:D
yoo know who you all are!
hehs.

MARKED OUT ON 2:44:00 PM

extravagance of LOVE

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

its been a gazillion years since i blogged.
no blog, no life?
HAHA.
no link.
anyways,
exams are round the corner.
GP on thurs.
seriously,
i didnt even make the effort to search for materials.
urgh.
but wells!
there are many other chapters!
dang i lost touch in forming proper sentences.
AHHH!




anyways,
im going back to mug.
i thnk being a science student really has its minus point.
you will be making short notes instead of those in long sentences,
and you are constantly playing around with formulas (those that dont look like alphabets to you)



well yeah.
got to face the facts.



and IM FAT.
damm it.
my mum actually exclaimed that to my sister while i was asleep.
how nice.







anyways,
gym after promos.
and loads of fun i hope.
=)






ALL THE BEST TO THOSE WHO STARTED PROMOS ALR!
:D






and WORK HARD TO THOSE HAVING O's!

MARKED OUT ON 9:14:00 AM

extravagance of LOVE

Thursday, September 14, 2006

HAPPY 100th POST! :DWOOPEE! HAPPY 100th POST! :D



hahaha.
well well!
today was pretty enjoyable!
other than not sleeping from 2 am,
i feel alright.
but then i was pretty turned off after the 9th hour being awake for so long.
AHA!



anyways,
i really thnk i lack my beauty sleep to make me feel good.
though my head act lk a weather forecaster today again,
its good!
didnt have headache.
heh heh.



then then!
did a lot of stupid thngs today.
HAHA!
but cant really rmb.
oh yeah went to accompany daphy for chem.
not bad lah!
at least can do a revision!
hahaha.
but i want my textbook at home to teach me!
she's damm pro.
:DD
yay she's buying nasilemak today for dinner!
love her.
heh!





actually,
i love anyone who brings me good food.
HEH!
=x





alright!
didnt have time to revive my ezlink card.
BEEN USING COINS!
dang.
pretty pathetic.
but not me only lah!
fat girl also uses coins to take bus.
hee hee!





ok lame.
i thnk im tired alr.
but then,
i havent had my dinner.
woo adam road's nasilemak.
cant wait.



LOL!





ya yushi and i came to a deal to shop for scores together next time.
CLASSICALS the ALL-TIME-FAVOURITE is back!
:D
hahaha.








and daphanie is CRAZY!
hahaha
who wants to les with you UH!?
HAHA









okayy lah.
gtg do work alr.










had a lil chat with my sister.
obligations,
the promises,
may not work out.
but well,
hope its a different case.
:)













i need to believe.

MARKED OUT ON 9:00:00 PM

extravagance of LOVE

very very brief account ya.






ytd, (tuesday)
we were BODY GUARDS!
of the ahh lian.
HAHA.
cos of her you-know-who!
not very nice to post here.
but those who knows,
you know who that person is.
anyways,
had alot of fun at her house lahh.
she COOKED FOR US!
amazing ah lian!
but obviously having SPARTA the family man helping her.
HAHA.
so far,
he is not only ah lian's boyfriend.
HE's OURS TOO!
right yushi?
HAHA.
daphy is my new stead eh.
LMAO!
no im not les!
=x

















had a pretty hectic day today. (wed!)
woke up on time,
thnking,
I WILL NV BE LATE.
but i dont know how time flies when i walked out to the bus stop.
took a cab instead.
LIMAIN IM SO SORRY ALWAYS WASTE UR MONEY UNNECCESSARILY.
from TODAY onwards, (its alr thurs huh?)
i wont be late!
:)




couldnt attend the punggol trip!
aww.
we missed it!
i cant believe it!
BECAUSE OF SPA!
i wanted to playy one lehhhh.
dang.




alrightt.
chem pract was a disaster.
not when your chem tutor gave you a loser look at your first experiment.
i pressed the stop watch,
and it didnt run.
believing that it did...
what the...




and then,
had lunch.
was busy thrashing thngs out with yating, (on who to carry soup and the rice)
that i forgot to pay the auntie.
zzzz.
only to realise after i felt something in my hand.





went home with a few today.
cant exactly describe what im feeling.
most probably im in a state of confusion.
i cant handle this.
prim and proper that is.






then i walked home.
it didnt feel long,
like how it used to.
even without my friends,
its pretty nice to walk home alone.
now i can understand why.
:)







had to walk the higher road cos some banglas were cutting trees.
WALKED PAST this house.
you know the news on the house with the skeleton?
my my its at thomson!
=/






but its a pretty peaceful street.
yeahh and nice houses here and there.
hahaha.
I LOVE THOMSON!
and i dont want to leave.
:(


















not fickle,
not tempremental,
not paranoid,
not timorous.






things that i want to learn.









now,
i have to get pass my all time weakness.

















but how?

MARKED OUT ON 3:53:00 AM

extravagance of LOVE

Monday, September 11, 2006

oh my.
the dumb msn is down.
AHHHH.
what a day.
im tired even before the day started.
couldnt get enough sleep.
mummy was coughing badly?
but ahh.
im evil.
=/





rights.
was nearly late today.
AGAIN?
zzz stupid lahh.
pack and packed my bag.
and its still the same?
HAHA.







oh yeah.
i feel like an irritant today.
just feel so chatty.
just hyped up.
and i dont know why.
hahaha.
well!
it feels good to be back in school?
haha.







and then!
homework.
i felt pretty hardworking for maths.
cos i finally did my work!
aha!
thanks to OLD DUCK!
hahaha.
and silly her forgotten to bring her work!
but she's smart lah.
nvm one.
HAHAHA.
=x







yeap then lunch.
LMAO.
we thought there weren't enough bowls of soup,
so we took 4 big bowls and 1 small one.
and only 6 people ended up drinking?
HAHAHA.
wah cheers lah!
meeishiang and jillian drank 3 bowls themselves.
pro man.
HAHAHA.
nearly puked cos we ate too much.
HAHA!






mr lee was nice.
HE LET ME SLEEP for 15 mins today.
WEE.
all charged up.
for the next lesson?







ahaha.
headache back.
i thnk its because of the lack of sleep?
dang.
I WANT SLEEP!
but i couldnt really get to sleep lately.
awww.








oh ya.
something creepy happened today.
my sister's toy machine,
this really cute thng like those you find in the arcade where you can scoop sweets,
was suddenly brought out of the wardrobe.
the weird thng is,
my sister wasnt home.
and,
none of my family members took it out.
worst still,
nobody was home at that time.
bizzare?












oh wells.
MY EZLINK IS REALLY DEAD.
alamak! now i have to go down to sembawang to get a replacement.
AWW!
my adorable face will have to be kept away!
AHAH!





oh my.
im so weird today.
AHAH.
must be the headache.









oh ya i have something to say.
was pretty furious today.
didnt know why.
but we went to GP lessons with no seats,
yet some people can just glue HIS BUTT on the ideal seat he likes.
since yoo like GP so much,
why cant you seat at the front?
i dont understand.
and why must you leave just ONE seat beside you?
gosh.
its either my pms is back,
or there is something wrong.









and wipe that grin off your face.
its sick to know that knocking into people can be something enjoyable?
the sight irks me alright.
just dont ask me why.















i've really learnt quite a big bit today.
getting emotional easily since yesterday.
after getting to know,
how easy it is to make friends.
and how easy it is to lose them as well.
we're young,
we're daring.
but who knows what will happen if we grow old?
who knows if i will become a zillionare?
or a road sweeper?
who knows if my sister will get married with a caucasian
or who knows,
who will leave you,
in a blink of an eye?





we take things for granted.
its there,
it will always be.



BUT,
that is wrong.
uber wrong.



it may sound corny to say this now,
but life IS brittle.





the little kid who had to crawl to the salvation camp to get his food.
however,
danger was lurking near him:
a vulture was waiting,
for his time to come.
following,
waiting.

this was an email i read from a friend.
it may sound absurd.
but even if its a fake,
i choose to believe.







and a friend of my sister's who commited suicide.
it may sound far,
sound like something,
that will never happen to you.
think again.
do you know all your friends that well,
to read their minds?
she died,
without anyone knowing why.
i've even heard,
that she will have to be handcuffed.
for ending her life,
just like that.
everyone,
just like you and me,
wants to know why.
why she did it.
but,
who will?












things come and go.






so what if i get peeved over a jerk?





so what if a beetle happend to land in my char kuay tiao?




so what if my friend backstabbed me?





so what if i gossiped about my friends?





so what if i quarelled with my mum?





what will we get?
nothing.
absolutely nothing in return.
all the bad things,
will just turn back to you,
getting back at you.








so what?









i know of people,
thinking that,
its something natural.
something,
we all should do.
for?
that moment of happiness.





but,
so what?




what do you gain?








its hard to say,
and hard to do it.
that i agree,
but come to think of it,
yeah so whats the big deal of becoming popular,
with so many friends,
but knowing none of them in your heart?









something hard,
to experiment on,
to learn from.













smile people.
know the bad in your heart.
one fine day,
they might just awaken from their nightmares,
wiping the perspiration of their forehead,
starting their new day.
only that we would have to wait for that day,
i believe,
all is worth it.
:)

MARKED OUT ON 8:50:00 PM

extravagance of LOVE

Sunday, September 10, 2006

OH MAN.
jogging the day before didnt really help uh.
not when,
at midnight ytd,
we ate and ate like nobody's business.
chocolates and crackers.
AHH.


and then in the morn,
3 BOWLS OF PORRIDGE,
KFC,
SNACKS,
SOFT DRKS.
oh my
there goes my flat tummy.
=/





WASTED!
HAHAHA.




anyways,
gotta do homework alr.
HAVENT BEEN STUDYING SINCE I STEPPED HOME YTD.
oh my.
stupid sister.
brought home DVDS!
argh.




now,
im a jap drama fanatic!
HOHOHO.
k dramas are outtt man.
HAHAHA.




my brother said,
k dramas are so typical.
what boy slaps girl or girl slaps boy,
then either one will have leukemia.





BAHAHAHA.
lame lah.
if thats so then all k dramas damm sad lah.





ok gtg.
SCHOOL'S TMR AND IM IN DOUBT!
to go or not to go?
im still in a holiday mood.
HAHA!









*ping
time out!

MARKED OUT ON 5:37:00 PM

extravagance of LOVE

Saturday, September 09, 2006

WOOO.
went to meet RACHEL OH PEST.

yttyyyyyyyyyga

xueping sooooooo EEYER.




HAHAHA.
well funny girl.
my sister's friend came over and she said sth like that about herself above.
hurhur.





AS I WAS SAYING,
went to novena again.
WOO?
hahaha.
i deem that place,
bizzare.
weird!
firstly,
we went to SUBWAY to eat.
nice nice!
but didnt like the place alot.
feelsdark?
HAHAHA.
then we went to STARBUCKS.
wo.
crowded place.
i really do hope they can enlarge the tables,
thought i know its a cafe,
BUT BUT,
since knowing that many people goes there to study,
cant they do us this FAVOUR!?
haha.
ANYWAYS,
my point is,
we studied there.
then there were these 4 girls,
looking for seats.
they wanted the couch.
but then,
we took it.
so in the end we let em have it.
so we took some funny seats at the corner that made me frozen by the end of the studying sessions.
AHH.
then they were so cute!
they came over to give us marshmellows to thank us!
and yup.
there was this guy who came over who wanted to share couch with rae.
HAHAHA.
funny man.
she attracted him?!
HAHAHA.
then then!
he went away to eat LUNCH!?
then wanted us to book those seat for him.
ACTUALLY!
we secretly peeped at his notes!
and HE'S FROM SAJC?
oh my.
and he was studying BIOLOGY.
DOUBLE oh my.
urgh.
but later on,
he came back before we left.
and he mentioned sth about me looking like his friend?
huh.
and then he asked what school we were from.
HE ASKED WHAT SEC SCHOOL.
zzz
wow we look young.
anyways didnt tell him.
HAHA.






then we went off to visit melvin at the hospital.
appendicitis!
or how you spell it.
poor thing!
we could tell he was in pain.
sigh!
but quite a few people visited him ah.
ahahaha.
oh ya i accompanied rae there lah.
hahaha.




then we went home!
rae had to work.
yup thanks alot today!
:D
and thanks for that big thing.
SO SORRY it got messed up!
=/
i will fix it asap!
HAHAHA.







and and!
MY EZLINK cannot make that teet-teeeeeeet sound anymore!
IT DIED!?
oh my.
im so sad
now i cannot board buses?
later the uncle thnk i cheat his money.
zzz.







AND AND.
cannot stand my sister's frienddd!
AHAHAHA.
she snatch my food lahh.
AND she eats 2 BOWLS OF RICE.
HAHAHAHA.



oh my they are so hardworking.
its my turn now!
didnt do much =/
HELP ME WITH CHEM KINETICS!?
AHHHHH!









where would you go,
i miss you so.












and and pictures!
random.
guess em yourselves uh.
AHAHA.



















































































































neat stuff! :D ago ago!


















that crazy friend of my sister's.
WHO LET HER IN?
LOL!















now its withered.





















till then!

MARKED OUT ON 8:55:00 PM

extravagance of LOVE

Friday, September 08, 2006

my head is splitting.
so are my eyes.


woke up only at 12 today.
havent studied a single bit.
DAMM!
distractions?
AHHHHHHHhh.




i dont want to move!
this is making me even more emo.






DANG!
okok study study!
=x








i dont know if this is ok.
its on and off.
comes and goes.
starts and stops.
fresh and rotten.



well,
better keep it fresh.
HAHA.

MARKED OUT ON 7:20:00 PM

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Thursday, September 07, 2006

WOOOOOOOOOO.
went out to study with OLD DUCK.
today!





HAHAHA.
walao she idiot lah!
made me sia sway once i stepped down the bus.
nearly tripped and fall and thanks to her.
while we were crossing over to united square,
SOME BODY nv tell me there's an underpass.
and i had to SCREAM at her to communicate.
and have to RUN TO THE TRAFFIC LIGHT.



what a start!
...
did stationary shopping again.
walao thngs run out fast.
and i saw colour crayons!
those tracing crayons kids use to outline their drawings!
COOL!
comes in many different colours!
heh.
bought 2 nice ones.
WEE!
i love COLOUR PENCILS!
HAHAHA.




ok lame.
then we studied at mac.
so typical lah.
next time study at subway!
:DD
tried to fin a mock paper.
and USED MORE THAN 3 HOURS.
HAHAHA.
why cos we did many thngs!
for example,

ate an upsized mac meal,
went to the toilet.
did a few more qns.
toilet break again.
then SHOPPING! (OMG I SAW NICE CLOTHES!)
then more SHOPPING.
then laughing my ass off.
then study.
mug mug mug.
i need root BEER!
HAHAHA.



then rushed to the toilet again!
LMAO.
can you imagine?
after drking a medium sized coke,
and deprived of a toilet break.
THANKS AH OLD DUCK THANKS.
hahaha.
LOL!
anyways,
it was fun!
at least we did something.
i can feel the acomplishment!
:DD


yup im looking forward to tmr.
uhh not really cos its old duck.
uhh ok if i really said that,
she will kill me,
but ANYWAYS,

COME AND JOIN US TMR!?
lets see how it goes lah.
old duck,
need to MULTI TASK.
have you ever seen a duck that looks like a toilet bowl?
well thats daphanie.
HAHAHA.





alright.
and also,
there were some ah-beng-lookalikes loitering outside mac.
i supposed they are trainees at jean yip.
yeah the hair salon.
they are uber cool,
but only for show.
a few sat at the table outside our glass panel.
and tried to take some stupid pictures?
oh my.
its either:
there is something behind my back on the wall,
my hair is uber messy,
daphanie's hair is too neat,
or im too hot.
AHA!


kiddin.
but i thnk they really thnk im blind.
like i cannot see they taking pics huh?
could have told me there is something on the wall then i could move aside for em to take a picture.
LOL.







anyways,





time to mug.
its a bit late though.
11.30 pm alr!

bye beauty sleep
=/














come to mama.
:D








































































im missing these people alr. =/
FANTASTIC 4!

MARKED OUT ON 9:59:00 PM

extravagance of LOVE

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

read on the papers,
many cases of very unnatural deaths.
what pierced by stingrays?
bacteria that is flesh eating,
and kidnaps?


coincidences or?


life is seriously short.

you can even say,

to life,
there aint even a limit.


what can you say about short?

10 years?


10 weeks?


or just 10 days?





shouldnt we do what is right now?




then again.


what is right?


what is wrong?





let the heart speak.








treasure.
easier said then done.





love,
easier said then to give.






what makes you so sure again?

MARKED OUT ON 9:25:00 PM

extravagance of LOVE

i dont know if i got the load off my chest,
but it definitely helped.
uh hope it did.




felt pretty drousy ytd night.
had a bit of a headache all of a sudden.
even my dinner lost its appeal.
all i wanted to do was to sleep.
DIDNT EVEN REVISE.
oh man im such a lazy ass.
woke up with drousy eyes.
couldnt even make myself read a SINGLE PAGE of notes.
i could just lie flat on the bed and act like the sheets for a whole freakin day.




its not right to think.
really.
its eating me inside out.
im near hollow.




and then!
school.
woo.
its embarrassing to walk in late.
but i thnk its ok.
unlike the usual,
i strolled to school.
wonder why but i had this urge.
ahahaha!
bought myself some sweets and then walked on.
i like this feeling.
sometimes,
restrictions force me up the wall.
but i guess i do need it.
especially with my typical attitude.
for eg,
NOW.
ahaha.




school was good today.
cos i learnt something.
really!
recapped here and there too.
i want to study!
but i get tired easily!
maybe i should be on drugs.
like CAFFEINE.
so i can STUDY.




i guess i know the answer to why i couldnt studyy.
distractions!
AHH.
i must really crash this com.
HAHA.
and BREAK my PHONE.
not that any one wants to msg me but WELL.
HAHA.







AND AND!
clear my house of any edible foodstuff.
when im studying,
i can eat ANYTHNG.
haha
no not my terripin or fishes in the pond.






and then,
i will attach an electric sensor that will send electric waves to wake me up when i doze off.
heh?





kiddin.
i would probably die before i can study.






well random thoughts!





mood affects me pretty much.
this TIME OF THE MONTH is getting on my nerves.





willow tree?
that has been on my mind after reading it on the papers.
aha.





i hate that pimple on my chin.





im getting a tummy!
:(
thats bad.






im not studying.
obviously..






i nEED HELP!
i need dates with the teachers.







i have to be a nerd.
FOR ENTERING INTO A JUNIOR COLLEGE?
-------------quoted from JILLIAN QIAN.





i saw peter khoo pin yok!
30th anniversary!
sweet.
but the 10 kg?
haha!






i saw simeon lookalike!
looks depressed!





I SAW DAWN'S BROTHER!
WOO MACHO MAN!
:DD





and the rose refused to budge.
come to mama!
its lying on the table photosynthesizing.





i feel restless.



confused.



irritated.



like talking.



LIKE SPILLING MY HEARTS OUT.



like doing a brain scan.



like doing a surgery to read my heart.



like going for plastic surgery and having a new name such as yan lan.
or whatever.



like kicking the shit out of those dumb asses who have no brains for their own.



like being as frank as i can.



like being nice without having to hurt myself.



like being selfish and to have ZERO EQ.



like telling how i feel about anyone than to keep it to myself.



like punching those who makes use of me.
OR MY SISTER.



like crying my hearts out now.






this is how fast,
my mood changes.




hope its for now.
and only now.



















edge closer,
lend me your shoulder to lean on.
but after the rain,
i would like to see the r
ainbow.



















oh yess!
thank you OLD DUCK for listening to my rantings today.
HAHA.
random yet you could understand!
amazing.
HAHAHA.
i must do qi gong to calm myself down.
AHAHHAA.
walao lame.
i thnk the popping of pills sound more cheena
BUT ANYWAYS!
THANKS A GAZILLION.
:DD
and i love the cheappppp bangles!
HOHO!










how i wish you could be my friend before this.
i swear i will treat you much better.
skipped steps.
and i want to retrace them.
even before continuing.

MARKED OUT ON 4:38:00 PM

extravagance of LOVE

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

OOOOOOOOOH wells.
today,
was ok.
went to school but was late.
thanks to the weather.
not that i want to pinpoint anyone,
but it simply slows me down.
ahh.
thanks for waiting.
:)





school.
fine.
asked quite a bit of questions.
lunch,
then pw.
took pictures,
talked a bit,
then went to thomson plaza to shop a bit.
then home.





fine fine.
only till then.







pretty much disturbed by the fact that i may be seen easily available.
not in the bad way though,
but its not true.
it just so happens.


dont know.
or maybe..






the fact that i am able to stand infront of you,
needs
courage,
faith,
trust.


the fact that i talked to you,
dried my brain juices,
left my brain wrecked,
left with deep thoughts.


to think i allowed that,
would probably leave me,
tired,
disturbed,
uncomfortable.




simple words.
multiple meanings.
i dont show underlying meanings.
i dont like to.
but often do.















dont like it when im the last to know.
dont like it when its winter yet it didnt snow.
dont like it when im forced into something.
its like eating beef when you're a buddhist.











maybe things went on too smoothly.
taking things for granted?
it aint so now.

MARKED OUT ON 9:41:00 PM

extravagance of LOVE

Monday, September 04, 2006

well.
im back.
again.
today,
was fun.



woke up,
packed my table,
did A BIT of work.
then brunch for about 3 hrs.
then work A BIT.
then jog.
then dinner (PRATA WOOHOO!)
then piano
then eat again
then slack
then online
then bathe
then online




no more studying.
what an UNPRODUCTIVE day.
shucks.
gotta get my table ready and start reading it like a bible.






till then.

im a boring person today?!

MARKED OUT ON 12:38:00 AM

extravagance of LOVE

Saturday, September 02, 2006

WENT SCHOOL TODAY FOR A TEST.
urgh.
felt lousy cos im very uncertain about the answers.
but again,
who does?



AND AND.
its not a very good day as well.
sway?
my moodswings are back man.



ZZZ.
super super weird.
one moment i can be smiling and the other mad.
what is this?



SO SO.
i've decided to do what i love.
but ended up getting bored.
URGH!



that was very random.
aha.
my day was ok.
I WILL WILL WILL STUDY TONIGHT.
no msning.
STRICTLY!






from now on,
only an hour or less per day.
or even NONE!
hahaha.





i know that sounds pathetic but only school work now.
blogging is only a form of destressing!
aha.
although no one reads it.
BAHAHA.
























dont know what it is.
im not feeling what that is.
things feel different.
and i cant tell why.



i blame it on my moodswings.



and we will see how it goes.




probably i may get a grip of myself.
i hope i wouldnt lose it all.




everyone yearns for more.
more than what they can handle.
only to realise,
themselves troubled,
wasted,
tired.



is it worth it or not?





maybe i need a guide.
a ray of light.
to lead me through.
after much consideration,
i do think i need more.
far more than what others can give.





this is it?
selfishness,
and greed.




what more?





is it woman's instinct?
or a lie?
to tell myself how much i believe on the surface.
but deep down,
im afraid i didnt read it right.





i've got it all wrong.











but i dont want it so.
cause its hard to let go.





no matter how easy it is to pick it up,
somehow,
somewhat,
the scar stays.

MARKED OUT ON 7:19:00 PM

extravagance of LOVE

Friday, September 01, 2006

WOO!
thursday.
a good day!
because i had fun!
HAHA.



rights.
it was TEACHER'S DAY CELEBRATIONS!
cool.
heh.
there was a performance.
BUT BUT!
few of us didnt manage to watch the whole thing.
aww.
but mailodi said it wasnt as good as the national day celebrations?
hahaha.
i have my doubts!
LOL!



anyways,
we ran off halfway to get our stall set up.
uh we were pretty budget.
so the stall wasnt really attractive.
BUT BUT!
the sign board!
HEH!
my idea and along with a few others!
hahaha.
took damm long of a time to complete it!
heh.



and ya!
the idea of popping balloons is really good.
hahaha luckily it attracted some people ah!
we actually had a grand price of an MP3 player.
actually wanted to have an ipod nano.
but then,
it is really costly.
AHHAHA.
so yup.
no one attempted that many anyways,
so we didnt give it away!
lol.
many of em came to play because they wanted to challenge each other!?
hahaahaha!



but yeah!
at least we provided the fun.
didnt really earn because we spent quite alot in preparing.
dang should have been more budget.
AHA!



AND AND!
thanks for the support!
:DD




anyways,
i got my dates all wrong.
i cant really remember what happened on which day.
its like all the activities are jumbled up.
dang.
so i shall speak in random?



ok anyways,
supposed to go back to SCHOOL!
didnt cab back.
so didnt manage to reach school in time.
awww.
the teachers had to leave to this country club for bowling!
ah dang!
shouldnt have wasted the time!
hahaha.
sorry to those i was supposed to see!
RACHEL!
sorry man made u wait in vain!

aiyaaaaa.
dont hate me ok!
hahhaa.



but wells!
its fate?
bahahaha.
went to j8 instead.
met up with 4/4 people.
oh my.
many really changed.
while some just remained the same?
ahahaha.
its obvious aint it?



then we ate mac,
all-time-favourite?
and saw many people.
evan!
joanne!
and i cant remember.
only this two?
aha!




then we walked around!
saw more people!
MELINDA!
that monkey.
hahahaha!
really starting to miss those times back at amkss.
we were who we are.
but we are not trees.
AHA!




went to sit at mos to talk too.
hahaha.
weird!
something gone wrong for the class outing?!
many ended up sleeping instead.
hahahaha.
so funny!




then the rest went home,
yiru dawn and i went to shop at bugis.
well.
EARRINGS!
ahahaha.
typical us?
lol!
bought really nice ones.
and to realise that my wallet suddenly became empty!
where did all my money go?!
zzz.




hahaa.
HAD FUN!
if only li was around!
hahaha.
hope you are coping fine!
we all can do it ya!
HAHAHA.
fabulous four!
:DD






oh ya.
TIFFANY IN CRC!?
HAHAHAHA!
chinese reading club!
till then,
i still cannot believe that fact!
PRESIDENT!
oh man.
you are really a pro!
;D
hahaha!







rightts.
should end here.
today is a hectic day.
cleaning the house YET again.
i wonder when i can fork out the time to study.















sometimes,
i really feel like being a copy cat.
i really want to move out.
its getting on my nerves!










till then!
:)












i wonder if i will miss you.







like it is said,
we dont do things for no reason.
we want to climb higher and higher,
and so will our expectations.
hard to say no.
impossible to resist.

MARKED OUT ON 11:51:00 AM

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I LOVE WUZUN!
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and every lil sweet thing.


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