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Monday, September 11, 2006

oh my.
the dumb msn is down.
AHHHH.
what a day.
im tired even before the day started.
couldnt get enough sleep.
mummy was coughing badly?
but ahh.
im evil.
=/

rights.
was nearly late today.
AGAIN?
zzz stupid lahh.
pack and packed my bag.
and its still the same?
HAHA.

oh yeah.
i feel like an irritant today.
just feel so chatty.
just hyped up.
and i dont know why.
hahaha.
well!
it feels good to be back in school?
haha.

and then!
homework.
i felt pretty hardworking for maths.
cos i finally did my work!
aha!
thanks to OLD DUCK!
hahaha.
and silly her forgotten to bring her work!
but she's smart lah.
nvm one.
HAHAHA.
=x

yeap then lunch.
LMAO.
we thought there weren't enough bowls of soup,
so we took 4 big bowls and 1 small one.
and only 6 people ended up drinking?
HAHAHA.
wah cheers lah!
meeishiang and jillian drank 3 bowls themselves.
pro man.
HAHAHA.
nearly puked cos we ate too much.
HAHA!

mr lee was nice.
HE LET ME SLEEP for 15 mins today.
WEE.
all charged up.
for the next lesson?

ahaha.
headache back.
i thnk its because of the lack of sleep?
dang.
I WANT SLEEP!
but i couldnt really get to sleep lately.
awww.

oh ya.
something creepy happened today.
my sister's toy machine,
this really cute thng like those you find in the arcade where you can scoop sweets,
was suddenly brought out of the wardrobe.
the weird thng is,
my sister wasnt home.
and,
none of my family members took it out.
worst still,
nobody was home at that time.
bizzare?

oh wells.
MY EZLINK IS REALLY DEAD.
alamak! now i have to go down to sembawang to get a replacement.
AWW!
my adorable face will have to be kept away!
AHAH!

oh my.
im so weird today.
AHAH.
must be the headache.

oh ya i have something to say.
was pretty furious today.
didnt know why.
but we went to GP lessons with no seats,
yet some people can just glue HIS BUTT on the ideal seat he likes.
since yoo like GP so much,
why cant you seat at the front?
i dont understand.
and why must you leave just ONE seat beside you?
gosh.
its either my pms is back,
or there is something wrong.

and wipe that grin off your face.
its sick to know that knocking into people can be something enjoyable?
the sight irks me alright.
just dont ask me why.

i've really learnt quite a big bit today.
getting emotional easily since yesterday.
after getting to know,
how easy it is to make friends.
and how easy it is to lose them as well.
we're young,
we're daring.
but who knows what will happen if we grow old?
who knows if i will become a zillionare?
or a road sweeper?
who knows if my sister will get married with a caucasian
or who knows,
who will leave you,
in a blink of an eye?

we take things for granted.
its there,
it will always be.

BUT,
that is wrong.
uber wrong.

it may sound corny to say this now,
but life IS brittle.

the little kid who had to crawl to the salvation camp to get his food.
however,
danger was lurking near him:
a vulture was waiting,
for his time to come.
following,
waiting.

this was an email i read from a friend.
it may sound absurd.
but even if its a fake,
i choose to believe.

and a friend of my sister's who commited suicide.
it may sound far,
sound like something,
that will never happen to you.
think again.
do you know all your friends that well,
to read their minds?
she died,
without anyone knowing why.
i've even heard,
that she will have to be handcuffed.
for ending her life,
just like that.
everyone,
just like you and me,
wants to know why.
why she did it.
but,
who will?

things come and go.

so what if i get peeved over a jerk?

so what if a beetle happend to land in my char kuay tiao?

so what if my friend backstabbed me?

so what if i gossiped about my friends?

so what if i quarelled with my mum?

what will we get?
nothing.
absolutely nothing in return.
all the bad things,
will just turn back to you,
getting back at you.

so what?

i know of people,
thinking that,
its something natural.
something,
we all should do.
for?
that moment of happiness.

but,
so what?

what do you gain?

its hard to say,
and hard to do it.
that i agree,
but come to think of it,
yeah so whats the big deal of becoming popular,
with so many friends,
but knowing none of them in your heart?

something hard,
to experiment on,
to learn from.

smile people.
know the bad in your heart.
one fine day,
they might just awaken from their nightmares,
wiping the perspiration of their forehead,
starting their new day.
only that we would have to wait for that day,
i believe,
all is worth it.
:)

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