Saturday, September 02, 2006

WENT SCHOOL TODAY FOR A TEST.
urgh.
felt lousy cos im very uncertain about the answers.
but again,
who does?



AND AND.
its not a very good day as well.
sway?
my moodswings are back man.



ZZZ.
super super weird.
one moment i can be smiling and the other mad.
what is this?



SO SO.
i've decided to do what i love.
but ended up getting bored.
URGH!



that was very random.
aha.
my day was ok.
I WILL WILL WILL STUDY TONIGHT.
no msning.
STRICTLY!






from now on,
only an hour or less per day.
or even NONE!
hahaha.





i know that sounds pathetic but only school work now.
blogging is only a form of destressing!
aha.
although no one reads it.
BAHAHA.
























dont know what it is.
im not feeling what that is.
things feel different.
and i cant tell why.



i blame it on my moodswings.



and we will see how it goes.




probably i may get a grip of myself.
i hope i wouldnt lose it all.




everyone yearns for more.
more than what they can handle.
only to realise,
themselves troubled,
wasted,
tired.



is it worth it or not?




maybe i need a guide.
a ray of light.
to lead me through.
after much consideration,
i do think i need more.
far more than what others can give.





this is it?
selfishness,
and greed.




what more?





is it woman's instinct?
or a lie?
to tell myself how much i believe on the surface.
but deep down,
im afraid i didnt read it right.





i've got it all wrong.











but i dont want it so.
cause its hard to let go.





no matter how easy it is to pick it up,
somehow,
somewhat,
the scar stays.

MARKED OUT ON 7:19:00 PM

extravagance of LOVE

LAN YAN
<3 WUZUN
THIRDmay
srjc
2S10



I LOVE WUZUN!
chocolates,
and every lil sweet thing.

My WISH;

ask the obvious and take back what sounds ridiculous.

TALK TO me; yeah literally.

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