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Saturday, January 13, 2007

i seriously thnk,
its sheer stupidity for me to forget to bring things.

i mean for one day without my pencil case is bad enough.
today was worst.

i meant friday which is YTD.
gosh.

i went to sch happily,
and to realise I FORGOT TO BRING MY PHONE.
gosh.
and i woke up at 5 am to charge it?
zzz.
then i couldnt contact limain at all.
luckily she went school on her own first!
phew.
hahaha.

then lessons and blah.
IM SO LAZY.
gah i couldnt believe it.
alex lum kept picking on me.
i know he's doing for the fun of it (well everyone does that.... gah)
but quite mean for him to say im BLOODY LAZY.
i dont care i will ACE ECONS MAN.
LOL.

then again i dunno whats wrong with my body.
its like i dont feel like eating when im supposed to,
but feel like eating when im NOT supposed to.
STUPID STOMACHACHE
i thnk the canteen aunty is a nice person.
the one who sells drks.
2 of em only.
the one who puts make up like no tomorrow dont seem nice.
anyways,
being whiny i went to tell her i have a tummyache.
AHAHAHA (like who cares right)
then she gave me a cup of warm water to drk!
SO SWEEEEEEEEETTTTT.
hahahaha
instant relieve!
ahahaha.
;D
thou shall buy more coffee tea or me from her.
HAHAHA!

yuppp had trg today.
i mean we TRAINED the freshmen.
gosh i was so boring.
i mean i couldnt believe i did such boring drills with then lah.
SO SORRY.
if it were me,
i would just kill that senior.
BUT i cant kill MYSELF LOLLLL

then its like we kept walking here and there to look for people.
LOLLLLLLLLL
COS I DONT HAVE MY PHONE GOSH.
then JULIUS CAME.
so scary he kept tugging on my shirt!
hahaha.
OKAY I WILL GO chc if its not raining on sun.
pray hard ya.
AHAHAHA.

then we went to kovan.
it was alr lk 7 plus man.
and it was still raining.
we were wet.
i mean really WET.
gah.
bought stuff for jonathan and alvin cos its their birthday today!
oops i meant ytd.
ya HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEH!
HAHAHA.
bought them 18 kinds of candy each.
a bit chapalang but hope they liked it.
SENT the prezzies all the way to COSTA SANDS.
hahaha.
ate some stuff LAUGHED ALOT and went home.
HAHAHA.
its like we havent even warmed our butts and we had to leave.
awww
hahahaha.
anyways went home with meeishiang and oh gosh i suddenly forgot his name.
ahhhhh.
damm funny lah we kept crapping about stuff lk making new friends with any stranger who sat down.
then we gossiped a little.
OMG it was DAMM embarrassing cos THAT GUY went to say loudly that i was interested in this guy.
and that guy didnt have any earphones on or whatsoever.
DAMMMM obvious.
gosh i have no where to hide my face.
then when ms alighted,
she told me to BECAREFUL.
and i didnt know why i LAUGHED DAMM LOUDLY.
when she alr stepped out of e train.
then everyone looked at me....
dang.
i act blur and stared at my fingers.
AHHHH WHATS WRONG WITH ME.
zzz.

managed to catch last train.
THANK YOU MENG SIANG for sponsoring me home for cab though i didnt.
HAHAHAHA!
;D

oh wells time for bed.
im so shagged.
gah.
ta!

i hate it when the routine cycles all over again.
its the same anxiety,
and the same confusion all over and over again.
i wont say its a bad thing.
but i dont want to repeat the same mistake.
would any one understand?
its something i find its so profound,
even i have to consult a guru.
well that is if i could find one.
save me?
i will be grateful.
really.

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